Its 1 a.m. and still awake. I think it dong on me yesterday that it was the meds. they doctor put me on after I dehydrated to give me energy. Well I think I have a little to much energy now. Saturday night and early Sunday night got no rest at all. Sleep maybe from 3:30 a.m to 5:30 a.m. Did some cleaning and then would try to go back to bed. Up withing 30 mins. doing some more cleaning all night. And it just hit me last night. So here it is Monday morning and up again. I told Shreai that I was not going to be up cleaning all night again. Lay in bed until 1:am and said here I go again. But I am not cleaning was thinking about hanging pictures since I have been here almost a year and not pictures are on the wall. Sunday morning my son call to check on me and ask how i was doing. He ask about my hair told him it was good. He told me he was going to go get his cut. He later sent me a text pic of his hair cut shorter then normal and said "For you mom I love you" It was so sweet and made me feel so good. I am not wired but let me tell you am so wide awake. I have one more day of these meds to take and then maybe I can sleep. Its not really borther me that i can't sleep but thats what I am suppose to be doing and thats what I want to do. I cry last night cause i could not sleep don't know why I guess cause that is what a person does at night. And not the least bet tired. I know I have a long road ahead of me but I sure hope that I don't have many nights like this. Well guess I better get off here and start hanging pictures I might even clean the recliner i'm sure i will find plenty to do.
See you all soon!
6 years ago
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